
THE DROP EDGE OF YONDER
a novel
By RUDOLPH WURLITZER
TWO DOLLAR RADIO
Copyright © 2008
Rudolph Wurlitzer
All right
reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-9763895-5-2
Chapter One
THE WINTER THAT ZEBULON SET HIS TRAPS ALONG THE Gila
River had been colder and longer than any he had experienced, leaving him with
two frostbitten toes, an arrow wound in his shoulder from a Crow war party, and,
to top it all off, the unexpected arrival of two frozen figures stumbling more
dead than alive into his cabin in the middle of a spring blizzard.
Rather than waking him, the cold blast of wind from the open door became part
of a recurrent dream: a long endless fall through an empty sky towards a
storm-tossed sea.... Come closer, the towering waves howled....
He opened his eyes, not sure for a moment if the man and woman staring back
at him weren't hungry ghosts. Frost clung to their eyebrows and nostrils, and
their swollen faces were raw and crimson from the tree-cracking cold. The man
wore a hard-brimmed top hat tied under his bearded chin with a long red scarf,
along with a buffalo robe coated with slivers of ice. The woman appeared to be a
Shoshoni half-breed. She was wrapped inside a huge army overcoat distinguished
by sergeant stripes at the shoulders and, at the chest, two bullet holes, one
over the other.
The man sank to his knees, swearing and choking from the smoke pouring out of
the cabin's leaky fireplace and the overpowering stench of a nearby slop bucket.
He spoke in a rasping whisper, as if his larynx had been smashed.
"I figured we be dead meat until the breed told me you was camped on the
Gila. She knows things that ain't available to other mortals."
The man was Lobo Bill, an old trapper and horse thief, known for his wide
range of windy tales and maniacal rages, that Zebulon had run into and away from
in various saloons and hideouts from Tularosa to Cheyenne. When he removed his
top hat, he exposed a face sliced on one side from cheek to jawbone, as if
neatly quartered by a butcher's knife.
Lobo Bill nodded towards the breed, who was standing with her back to the
wall, staring at Zebulon with huge empty eyes. "She ain't one for words, but
when she does open her flap, she packs a punch you don't want to know about.
Even so, I owe her. She saved my bacon when a wolverine took after me. Axed it
into quarters and sliced me up as well. I won her in Alamosa from a horse
trader. A straight flush to his full house. A hand for the ages. She's half
Shoshoni, half Irish. 'Not Here Not There' is what I call her, and I'm favored
to have her, things bein' what they is these days, or ain't, depending on which
way the wind blows, and even if it don't."
Lobo Bill and Not Here Not There took off their clothes. After their bodies
thawed out, they collapsed on a pile of bearskins near the fireplace.
Zebulon spent the rest of the night stoking the fire and drinking from one of
his last bottles of Taos White Lightning, pondering memories of Lobo Bill and
all the other mountain lunatics he had known, and what he and they used to be,
or not, and what he was meant to do, or be, depending on his view from the
valley or mountaintop. It wasn't so much that the old mountain ways were played
out, although that day was surely coming. There was something else that Lobo
Bill and his breed had brought in with them, a mysterious presence or shadow
that he was unable to define. Or maybe it was just the sight of two strange and
lost figures snoring on his bed.
It was dawn when the wind died, along with most of his premonitions, enough
anyway, to let him pass out next to his guests.
Chapter Two
WHEN HE WOKE, A HARD BRITTLE LIGHT WAS SPLATTERING
against the cabin walls. There was no sign of Lobo Bill. When he questioned Not
Here Not There, she shook her head and rolled her eyes back and forth, which
made him think that Lobo Bill had either gone off to find his mules and traps,
or he had decided to skip out altogether. Around him the cabin had been swept
clean. The slop bucket had been emptied, his stock of flour, tobacco, whiskey,
coffee, and dried jerky were stacked neatly in one corner, and split logs were
piled up on either side of the fireplace.
The extreme tidiness of the cabin, together with Not Here Not There's sullen
silence, made him uneasy, as if she were harboring secret thoughts or maybe, god
help him, some ill-intentioned plan. Never mind, he thought. Whatever was meant
to come would come, ready or not.
While they both waited for Lobo Bill to appear, Zebulon hunted for small game
and prepared for the annual spring rendezvous by taking down and sorting the
hundreds of muskrat and beaver pelts he had stashed in the crooks of several
trees.
After three days Lobo Bill still hadn't returned. Most of the time, Not Here
Not There sat on the bench outside the cabin, staring at the river and the dark
blue ice that had begun to splinter into large moving cracks. In the evening she
avoided looking at him as she cooked one of the rabbits he had shot. After they
ate dinner, instead of retreating to the corner she had chosen to sleep in, she
joined him near the fire. Looking at him with a sly grin, she took his bottle of
Taos White Lightning from him and drained the rest of it, then swayed back to
her place across the room.
That night he was woken by her long nails scratching lines of blood down his
stomach and across his groin, a violent gesture which she repeated even as she
pulled him inside her, locking her legs around his waist as if she wanted to
break him in two.
For the rest of the night, she dictated their furious passion on her own
insatiable terms. In the morning she left the cabin without looking at him or
saying a word.
Two days later she returned in the middle of a thunderstorm. Standing before
him, she looked into his eyes as he removed her clothes and positioned her over
the table, pinning her arms above her head.
When the door opened, he was plunging on inside her as if they had never been
apart. When he became aware that Lobo Bill was standing above them with a raised
hatchet, he decided that he might as well go out in the same way that he had
been conceived. Part of him enjoyed the prospect, and he was damned if he was
going to give Lobo Bill the satisfaction of an apology. He continued to thrust
himself inside her with even more abandon, letting out a long mountain yell:
"Waaaaaaaaagh!"
His fury broke the table, sending them both to the floor. Lobo Bill's hatchet
missed Zebulon's skull by an inch and sliced a large hole in the middle of Not
Here Not There's stomach.
Before Lobo Bill could react, Zebulon reached for a pistol inside Lobo Bill's
belt and shot him between the eyes.
Unable to move or speak, he sat on the floor, watching Not Here Not There
stagger through the door.
When he finally went after her, she was standing naked on a slab of ice
halfway into the river, her hands trying to hold back the blood oozing from her
stomach.
"You killed the only man that ever cared for me," she said. "And now you've
killed me."
They were the first words that he had heard her speak.
As the ice sank lower, carrying her downstream, and the black freezing water
rose over her legs and hips, she called out to him again: "From now on, you will
drift like a blind man between the worlds, not knowing if you're dead or alive,
or if the unseen world exists, or if you're dreaming. Three times you will
disappear to yourself and all that you know, and three times you will -"
She said something more, but he was unable to hear the words as she slowly
sank beneath the ice.
(Continues...)
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