Excerpt from "Collected Poems"

COLLECTED POEMS


By C. K. Williams

Farrar, Straus and Giroux

Copyright © 2006

C. K. Williams

All right reserved.

ISBN: 0-374-12652-6


Contents

LIES [1969]

A Day for Anne Frank.............................................................3

Even If I Could..................................................................9

Saint Sex........................................................................10

The Long Naked Walk of the Dead..................................................11

In There.........................................................................12

Loss.............................................................................13

The Hard Part....................................................................14

The World's Greatest Tricycle-Rider..............................................15

The Sorrow.......................................................................16

The Man Who Owns Sleep...........................................................17

Before This......................................................................18

Dimensions.......................................................................19

To Market........................................................................20

What Is and Is Not...............................................................22

Hood.............................................................................23

On the Roof......................................................................24

It Is This Way with Men..........................................................25

Sleeping Over....................................................................26

The Other Side...................................................................29

Of What Is Past..................................................................30

Ashes Ashes We All Fail Down.....................................................31

Trappers.........................................................................32

Being Alone......................................................................33

Trash............................................................................34

Giving It Up.....................................................................35

For Gail, When I Was Five........................................................36

Don't............................................................................37

Just Right.......................................................................40

After That.......................................................................41

Ten Below........................................................................42

Tails............................................................................44

Sky, Water.......................................................................45

Downwards........................................................................46

Shells...........................................................................47

Beyond...........................................................................48

Patience Is When You Stop Waiting................................................49

Faint Praise.....................................................................50

Halves...........................................................................51

Penance..........................................................................52

It Is Teeming....................................................................53

From Now On......................................................................54

I AM THE BITTER NAME [1972]

I Am the Bitter Name.............................................................57

Keep It..........................................................................58

The Spirit the Triumph...........................................................59

Madder...........................................................................60

Poor Hope........................................................................62

Bringing It Home.................................................................63

The Little Shirt.................................................................64

Clay out of Silence..............................................................65

Innings..........................................................................66

Becoming Somebody Else...........................................................67

Hounding Mercy...................................................................68

What Did the Man Do with the Clouds?.............................................69

The Matter.......................................................................70

Refuge, Serpent-Riders...........................................................71

Flat.............................................................................72

A Poem for the Governments.......................................................73

Another Dollar...................................................................74

The Beginning of April...........................................................75

This Is a Sin....................................................................76

The Undead.......................................................................77

Then the Brother of the Wind.....................................................78

The Next to the Last Poem about God..............................................79

Acids............................................................................81

They Warned Him Then They Threw Him Away.........................................83

Ribbons..........................................................................84

The Rampage......................................................................85

The Nut..........................................................................86

Yours............................................................................87

The Nickname of Hell.............................................................88

Bad Mouth........................................................................89

This Day.........................................................................90

The Rabbit Fights for His Life The Leopard Eats Lunch............................91

Cellophane.......................................................................92

Inches...........................................................................93

The Sting........................................................................94

The Last.........................................................................96

In the Heart of the Beast........................................................97

THE LARK. THE THRUSH. THE STARLING. (POEMS FROM ISSA) [1983]

WITH IGNORANCE [1977]

The Sanctity.....................................................................117

Spit.............................................................................120

Toil.............................................................................122

The Last Deaths..................................................................124

The Race of the Flood............................................................127

Bob..............................................................................129

Bread............................................................................132

Near the Haunted Castle..........................................................134

The Cave.........................................................................136

Hog Heaven.......................................................................138

Blades...........................................................................140

Friends..........................................................................142

The Shade........................................................................144

With Ignorance...................................................................146

TAR [1983]

From My Window...................................................................157

My Mother's Lips.................................................................160

The Dog..........................................................................162

The Color of Time................................................................164

Flight...........................................................................166

The Gift.........................................................................169

On Learning of a Friend's Illness................................................171

Combat...........................................................................173

Floor............................................................................180

Waking led.......................................................................183

Neglect..........................................................................185

Still Life.......................................................................187

The Regulars.....................................................................189

Soon.............................................................................192

The Gas Station..................................................................195

Tar..............................................................................197

One of the Muses.................................................................199

FLESH AND BLOOD [1987]

I

Elms.............................................................................221

Hooks............................................................................221

Nostalgia........................................................................222

Artemis..........................................................................222

Guatemala: 1964..................................................................223

Herakles.........................................................................223

First Desires....................................................................224

The Dirty Talker: D Line, Boston.................................................224

Repression.......................................................................225

Como.............................................................................225

One Morning in Brooklyn..........................................................226

Self-Knowledge...................................................................226

Alzheimer's: The Wife............................................................227

Alzheimer's: The Husband.........................................................227

The Critic.......................................................................228

New Car..........................................................................228

Conscience.......................................................................229

Noise: Sinalunga.................................................................229

Anger............................................................................230

Even So..........................................................................230

Drought..........................................................................231

End of Drought...................................................................231

Easter...........................................................................232

Girl Meets Boy...................................................................232

Bishop Tutu's Visit to the White House: 1984.....................................233

Experience.......................................................................233

Resentment.......................................................................234

Mornings: Catherine..............................................................234

The Ladder.......................................................................235

War..............................................................................235

Greed............................................................................236

The Past.........................................................................236

Ice..............................................................................237

The Modern.......................................................................237

The Mistress.....................................................................238

The Lover........................................................................238

Religious Thought................................................................239

Carpe Diem.......................................................................239

Twins............................................................................240

The Telephone....................................................................240

Failure..........................................................................241

Crime............................................................................241

Fat..............................................................................242

Fame.............................................................................242

USOCA............................................................................243

Eight Months.....................................................................243

Junior High School Concert: Salle Rossini........................................244

The Prodigy......................................................................244

Souls............................................................................245

Regret...........................................................................245

Cowboys..........................................................................246

The Marriage.....................................................................246

Fifteen..........................................................................247

Sixteen: Tuscany.................................................................247

Thinking Thought.................................................................248

Jews.............................................................................248

Snow: I..........................................................................249

Snow: II.........................................................................249

Gardens..........................................................................250

The Star.........................................................................250

Kin..............................................................................251

Fire.............................................................................251

Dignity..........................................................................252

Fast Food........................................................................252

The Orchid.......................................................................253

The City in the Hills............................................................253

From the Next Book by (...)......................................................254

Native Americans.................................................................254

Work.............................................................................255

Gratitude........................................................................255

Will.............................................................................256

Pregnant.........................................................................256

Peace............................................................................257

Some of Us.......................................................................257

Two: Resurrections...............................................................258

Men..............................................................................258

Shame............................................................................259

On the Other Hand................................................................259

The Fountain.....................................................................260

The Latin Quarter................................................................260

Rungs............................................................................261

Normality........................................................................261

The Storm........................................................................262

Blame............................................................................262

Medusa...........................................................................263

Rush Hour........................................................................263

Philadelphia: 1978...............................................................264

Midas............................................................................264

The Park.........................................................................265

Travelers........................................................................265

Second Persons: Café de L'Abbaye.................................................266

The Lens.........................................................................266

The Body.........................................................................267

Racists..........................................................................267

The Dream........................................................................268

Dawn.............................................................................268

II

Reading: Winter..................................................................271

Reading: The Subway..............................................................271

Reading: The Bus.................................................................272

Reading: The Gym.................................................................272

Reading: The Cop.................................................................273

Reading: Early Sorrow............................................................273

Suicide: Elena...................................................................274

Suicide: Ludie...................................................................274

Suicide: Anne....................................................................275

Love: Youth......................................................................275

Love: Beginnings.................................................................276

Love: Habit......................................................................276

Love: Loss.......................................................................277

Love: Sight......................................................................277

Love: Petulance..................................................................278

Love: Intimacy...................................................................278

Love: Shyness....................................................................279

Love: Wrath......................................................................279

Love: The Dance..................................................................280

Good Mother: The Métro...........................................................280

Good Mother: The Plane...........................................................281

Good Mother: The Car.............................................................281

Good Mother: Out.................................................................282

Good Mother: The Street..........................................................282

Good Mother: The Bus.............................................................283

Good Mother: Home................................................................283

Vehicle: Conscience..............................................................284

Vehicle: Forgetting..............................................................284

Vehicle: Insecurity..............................................................285

Vehicle: Indolence...............................................................285

Vehicle: Circles.................................................................286

Vehicle: Absence.................................................................286

Vehicle: Violence................................................................287

III

Le Petit Salvié..................................................................291

A DREAM OF MIND [1992]

I

When.............................................................................305

The Vessel.......................................................................307

Allies: According to Herodotus...................................................309

Harm.............................................................................311

The Insult.......................................................................312

Child Psychology.................................................................313

Chapter Eleven...................................................................315

The Loneliness...................................................................317

Scar.............................................................................319

II SOME OF THE FORMS OF JEALOUSY

Signs............................................................................323

The Cautionary...................................................................325

Baby Talk........................................................................328

The Question.....................................................................330

Meditation.......................................................................332

Politics.........................................................................333

Pillow Talk......................................................................335

Ethics...........................................................................336

The Mirror.......................................................................337

The Call.........................................................................338

The Image........................................................................340

The Idyll........................................................................342

The Silence......................................................................343

Soliloquies......................................................................345

III

She, Though......................................................................351

IV A DREAM OF MIND

The Method.......................................................................365

Shadows..........................................................................367

Vocations........................................................................369

The Solid........................................................................371

The Charge.......................................................................373

The Crime........................................................................375

Shells...........................................................................376

Room.............................................................................377

History..........................................................................379

The Gap..........................................................................381

The Knot.........................................................................383

The Fear.........................................................................385

You..............................................................................386

To Listen........................................................................387

The Covenant.....................................................................389

Light............................................................................391

V

Helen............................................................................395

THE VIGIL [1997]

I

The Neighbor.....................................................................407

Dominion: Depression.............................................................409

Fragment.........................................................................411

The Hovel........................................................................412

My Fly...........................................................................413

Hercules, Deianira, Nessus.......................................................415

Instinct.........................................................................418

Time: 1976.......................................................................419

The Coma.........................................................................421

Proof............................................................................422

Secrets..........................................................................423

The Widower......................................................................426

Money............................................................................427

My Book, My Book.................................................................428

Time: 1975.......................................................................429

Cave.............................................................................430

Grief............................................................................431

II

Symbols..........................................................................437

1 / Wind.........................................................................437

2 / Guitar.......................................................................438

3 / Owl..........................................................................439

4 / Dog..........................................................................440

5 / Fire.........................................................................441

6 / Dawn.........................................................................442

7 / Wig..........................................................................443

8 / Garden.......................................................................444

III

Realms...........................................................................447

Storm............................................................................448

Interrogation II.................................................................450

Song.............................................................................456

Insight..........................................................................457

In Darkness......................................................................462

The Demagogue....................................................................464

The Bed..........................................................................465

The Heart........................................................................467

Exterior: Day....................................................................468

Time: 1978.......................................................................469

Hawk.............................................................................471

The Lover........................................................................473

The Game.........................................................................474

Spider Psyche....................................................................475

Grace............................................................................476

Time: 1972.......................................................................478

Villanelle of the Suicide's Mother...............................................479

Thirst...........................................................................480

Old Man..........................................................................482

REPAIR [1999]

Ice..............................................................................487

The Train........................................................................489

Archetypes.......................................................................490

After Auschwitz..................................................................491

The Dress........................................................................494

The Blow.........................................................................497

Bone.............................................................................499

Shock............................................................................500

The Poet.........................................................................502

Stone............................................................................507

Droplets.........................................................................508

Tender...........................................................................509

Risk.............................................................................510

House............................................................................511

Naked............................................................................512

Glass............................................................................513

Shoe.............................................................................514

Dream............................................................................515

The Cup..........................................................................516

Lost Wax.........................................................................518

Space............................................................................519

Tantrum..........................................................................520

Not Soul.........................................................................521

Depths...........................................................................523

Tree.............................................................................525

King.............................................................................526

Owen: Seven Days.................................................................531

Gas..............................................................................534

Last Things......................................................................535

The Lie..........................................................................536

The Nail.........................................................................537

Canal............................................................................538

The Dance........................................................................539

Biopsy...........................................................................540

The Island.......................................................................541

Dirt.............................................................................543

Swifts...........................................................................544

Invisible Mending................................................................545

THE SINGING [2003]

I

The Doe..........................................................................551

The Singing......................................................................552

Bialystok, or Lvov...............................................................554

This Happened....................................................................555

Self-Portrait with Rembrandt Self-Portrait.......................................557

Gravel...........................................................................558

Lessons..........................................................................559

Oh...............................................................................561

Narcissism.......................................................................563

Dissections......................................................................564

Scale: I.........................................................................565

Scale: II........................................................................567

Doves............................................................................568

Flamenco.........................................................................570

Inculcations.....................................................................571

Sully: Sixteen Months............................................................572

The World........................................................................573

II

Of Childhood the Dark............................................................577

III

Elegy for an Artist..............................................................587

IV

War..............................................................................599

Fear.............................................................................601

Chaos............................................................................603

The Future.......................................................................605

The Clause.......................................................................606

Leaves...........................................................................607

Night............................................................................608

In the Forest....................................................................611

The Hearth.......................................................................613

Low Relief.......................................................................616

The Tract........................................................................618

NEW POEMS

The Gaffe........................................................................625

Thrush...........................................................................627

Cows.............................................................................628

Marina...........................................................................630

Blackbird........................................................................632

Wasp.............................................................................634

On the Métro.....................................................................635

Peggy............................................................................637

Fish.............................................................................638

The Blade........................................................................639

Miniature Poodle.................................................................641

Plums............................................................................642

Rats.............................................................................644

Again............................................................................647

Frog.............................................................................649

Prisoners........................................................................651

Wood.............................................................................653

Fire.............................................................................654

We...............................................................................655

Saddening........................................................................657

Shrapnel.........................................................................659

Cassandra, Iraq..................................................................662

Ponies...........................................................................664

Index of Titles..................................................................667

Index of First Lines.............................................................673

LIES

I am saying goodbye to you before my death. We are so

anxious to live, but all is lost-we are not allowed! I am

so afraid of this death, because little children are thrown

into graves alive. Goodbye forever.

I kiss you.

Even If I Could

Saint Sex

The Long Naked Walk of the Dead

Loss

The Hard Part

The World's Greatest Tricycle-Rider

The Sorrow

The Man Who Owns Sleep

Before This

Dimensions

Continues...


COLLECTED POEMS by

C. K. Williams Copyright © 2006 by C. K. Williams. Excerpted by permission.