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    Press Play with Madeleine Brand

    Roxane Gay on swallowing her secrets and hiding in plain sight

    Roxane Gay was gang raped when she was 12 years old. She didn’t tell anyone because she was filled with shame. To cope, she filled herself up food. She gained hundreds of pounds. She’s written a memoir about her body and what it’s like living in the world when you’re really fat.

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    By Madeleine Brand • Jun 26, 2017 • 1 min read

    Roxane Gay was gang raped when she was 12 years old. She didn’t tell anyone because she was filled with shame. To cope, she filled herself up food. She gained hundreds of pounds. She’s written a memoir about her body and what it’s like living in the world when you’re really fat.

    Roxane Gay is the author of “Bad Feminist,” “Difficult Women,” and “Hunger.” (Photo by Jay Grabiec)

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    As SCOTUS allows limited travel ban, what's the state of vetting foreigners?
    1. 0:00Supreme Court will hear cases on religious freedom and Trump's travel ban
    2. 11:10Has the government made headway on reviewing vetting processes for foreigners coming to U.S.?
    3. 17:43As border security tightens, drug cartel tunnels get more sophisticated
    4. 26:02Roxane Gay on swallowing her secrets and hiding in plain sightYou’re reading this
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