‘It’s like a family member dying.’ Taking stock of loss in historic cabin community after Bobcat Fire

Before the Bobcat Fire ripped through the San Gabriel Mountains in September, Big Santa Anita Canyon, with its lush creek and shady live oaks, was an idyllic getaway for thousands of Southern California locals.

The lucky ones owned one of the 81 historic cabins here, on land rented in 20-year increments from the U.S. Forest Service. They cannot live in them full-time and they cannot rent them out, but they can hike in to enjoy the escape from city life.

Moran was forced to evacuate herself and her donkeys, which are normally hired out to carry in groceries, supplies and building materials for cabin owners and those who don’t want to trek in gear to the historic Sturtevant Camp about four miles up the canyon.

“It was scary because I live here and all of my belongings were here. So I thought we were going to lose the business, home, everything. And it survived,” Moran said. “And then I immediately felt like, ‘Oh my gosh, what is a pack station without cabins?’ And we didn’t know if any cabins would survive. ... Without them, I’m nothing. Without us, it’s very difficult for them.”

Now, the forest in the burn area is closed, but when it’s safe, the cabin owners are being allowed in during the day. Moran has started a GoFundMe campaign to get by until the forest reopens.

“There’s a saying on the pack station website back when we bought our cabin, just kind of describing what this place is. It’s not Big Bear. It’s not Arrowhead. Don’t come up here if you’re a hermit. Your fellow cabin owners will get to know you. They’ll recognize your car in the parking lot. However, they will also take the shirt off their back to help you. And that’s been so true,” said Bambi Hale, whose cabin survived.

Looking down into the canyon, you can see green trees along the creek, but beyond, the mountainsides are that familiar black moonscape with the skeletons of bushes and vegetation. Green roofs of some cabins that made it peek through the now-open vegetation. You pass a former resort from this area’s heyday. A stone staircase leads to a lodge that was gone long before this fire. An untouched bridge crosses over a stream.

Then around the bend, a dark green cabin that survived sits at the base of a steep blackened embankment. High above rests a row of stone and a beautiful stone fireplace tucked behind. The walls and everything else are gone.

This is Cabin 25, belonging to Ben Lambert.

It was his pride and joy, which he bought 25 years ago and spent that time fixing it.

Lambert picks through the pile, pointing out a bent metal chair and other stuff he can’t even recognize. He said after the fire, he found glass icicles dripping off the fireplace mantle.

Lambert said he’d just finished framing and painting windows that he’d hauled to the cabin and left sitting on the floor, ready to install. He said there’s no sign of them.

Lambert said he’d joke that he was drunk for a month, dealing with the loss, but he said there’s some truth to that.

“It’s a mourning,” Lambert said. “If I were to describe it, it’s like a family member dying.”

Cabin owners say it’s like losing a piece of something that connects you to the past.

“I think of it like living history,” Hale said. “It’s a pretty rich tradition. These are built 100 years ago, which in LA terms is such a rarity. … I remember hearing one cabin owner during that week that we were waiting anxiously, I remember her saying, ‘You know, I’d rather my house in the city burn down than my cabin, just because, you know, a house is a house.’ I guess, you know, for a lot of people you need it, it’s a necessity in life, but this is really where our souls live.”

Lambert hopes to rebuild, but the Forest Service has not decided yet on that. It wants to see what the winter rains and likely mud will do.

Decades ago, this place was part of a Girl Scout camp where Ruth stayed as a girl. John says they were drawn back to this area by the small-town feel.

This part of the Angeles National Forest will not reopen until April 2022. But even with all of the challenges, the sense of community remains.